THINGS...
Me
I know what I believe you believe what you wish, but don’t say they didn’t
warn you… lol
…Ok so what if im a GREABO at least im not a NEWBO and unlike some people I
don’t have a problem with TOWNIES in fact a lot of my mates are TOWNIES and so
what there my friends and there always there for people what about you…
…But TRENDIES and BOY RACERS just annoy every one if fact im starting to think
its just some TOWNIES that are ok hmm yes I think...
So
what is a Greb? Well there not ALL bad you have some that go round saying
there a Vampire but really there just human like the rest of us (apart from Lee
who is an ALIEN www.freewebs.com/alienation lol)
well I guess we like ROCK, METAL, SKATER, DEATH, and much much more music.
Some
worship the DEVIL 666 not that that's a total bad thing. Some people don’t
believe in any thing me im just confused... (im confused a lot lol but hay) but
Grebs don’t deserve half of the shit that people give them, So what if
we dress different or like other music look GOTHIC and hate stuff like BUSTED we
still should be the same me im a GREB cos people accepted me this way. Not that I
would care any way cos its better being part of some thing than being a no one
and being part of nothing...
I mean my life isn’t much different to others I still like music (different so what) I still go to school, live at home, have had boyfriends (I LOVE BENNETT) been kissed, (apart from the morbid bitch inside of me.) But me as I am I listen to The Darkness Nirvana Metallica Ozzy Linkin Park Sum41 Blink182 Greenday Placebo Limp bizkit MM Kittie and many more. So what if my fave colour is PINK it would be BLACK but BLACK isn't a colour and I hate GREEN but still I have Bennett who I love loads more than he thinks I do and I also have my friends who I love and family but hay
...I also watch thing like South Park, Jack ass, Corry, Bo-Selecta, Red Dwarf, Simpson's, Futurama, Friends, Farther Ted, Only Fools And Horses etc...
Another thing if you think im a freak you should A. see some of my friends and B. I don’t really care say what you say its my life not yours... I love Lee Bennett and I know that I said that about other lads but Bennett is really different it felt like love at first sight and I love him more than he thinks I do I really really do love him 4eva I will love you Bennett A&F yours love you...
Last but not least I love all my mates and I love Emma the most and I don't know what they think of me but they should know that as there always there for me im always here for them too...
Me
well people talk and when im in a bad mood I seem total morbid in fact some
people say im like suicidal morbid but that’s not really me in fact I only
appear that way but still I guess when im in that mood you can tell that some
one has upset me and 98% it’s a lad the other 2% its me I don’t know I just
have a mood swing for some stupid reason my family say its your hormones
and that sends a shiver down my back a really creepy feeling of argh me and
hormones no way that’s not me is it? But most of the time im ok well when im
with the lass’s im normally hyper and total skit lol but hay I guess that’s
just my mates and what they do to me even the depressed ones bless them I love
all my mates lots and lots of rainbow drops jelly tots and hugs but that’s
another thing back to the morbid thing. Most people who are morbid are in one of
3 positions
1.
Their love life is at rock bottom and need to find some one new.
2. There home life really sucks like the way there treated or cared for.
3. Friends you may have fallen out or be friends with some one who is really
wired has a horrid personality and treats every one like shit.
But
you can always move on get some where new talk things through go on a break away
from it all or try and look at it differently never give up even though practice
makes perfect and no ones perfect but there’s the lesson!!! You learn from
your mistakes and problems and then you know for next time but never let
anything put you down just try and remember there’s always some one there for
you even if you cant be with them!!!
So
what’s your point on DEATH I believe in it well that much is obvious, I
don’t know why it happens. I believe the meaning of life is love with out it
your pretty stuck right? But I don’t see the point on suicidal death or
murder, if you look at it this way: every day children all over the world become
sick and die happy married people get killed older people die peaceful in there
sleep or die of a heart attack at a surprise birthday but is this fair? Every
day thousands of people die if you times every corpse by two then it increases
the population but is this fair some babies die at birth for one reason or
another and some that aren’t wonted survive accidents because of stupid fun
can ruin lives, death is the final story but why.
I
said the meaning of life is love because no one can ever live with out loving
some one or some thing or being loved even the most evilest of people have
experienced some form of love if not for them but for the country they live in
by the brave people in the war and the love of one another believing in love is
the key to life so there for the meaning of life is to love.
So your sick ill wona die had enough of every one being morbid feeling stupidly ill or sick and not knowing why but feel death is the only answer well think of this some one you love or a little child or an elderly dieing or a pet that you loved and not being able to say goodbye or seeing there face at Christmas or there birthday or any thing being alone with no one and wonting to die well don’t you should go out and save lives you should spread the word and be happy.
